Something's hecka bothering me for a while.

Right now, I'm an Official Saber fangirl. And I'm only at Episode 17th of Fate/Stay Night. And I'm actually thinking of dropping the anime series right now. It's not bad. It's really not bad. There's just, something, that bugs me into, 'not finishing it anymore'. But I guess I can't do that. I promised my cousin we'll be doing a fanfic. But he's too trigger happy with the pairings. Irritates me a lot. I'm not a fiction writer who writes harem. I hate harem. And will never like it no matter what.


Harem - is the kind of anime, that is focused on one guy, where a lot of Girls are after him. Usually, some harem anime, has the guys eyes on just ONE girl. And the most irritating harem anime is when the main guy just can't make up is mind.
Reverse Harem - very much self-explanatory.

I HATE HAREMS. The only harems I liked would be, Love Hina, Rosario + Vampire, and Zero no Tsukaima. Please poke me if I missed a lot.

Harems irritate me a lot. Love Hina is different, I like it because Keitaro is only focused on Naru. Rosario + Vampire, I like it cause Moka isn't a stupid, clumsy character, her alternate self is awesome, and she's not moe. Moe characters hurts my eyes. Zero no tsukaima, I like this because there was only one pairing. The Main Guy's just a chick boy.

Another thing bothering me would be, Rin Tohsaka isn't a tsundere. After watching 16 running episodes of Fate/Stay night, Haruhi is much more of a tsundere than Rin is. Rin always picks on Shirou, but, it's not tsundere like. Hiiragi Kagami, Katsura Hinagiku, Fujibayashi Kyou, Asuka Langely, Suzumiya Haruhi, Chidori Kaname, Louise Francoise le blanc de la Valliere, Shana, and Sanzenin Nagi are more tsunderekko's for me. Oh well. Drop it.

I hate spoilers, and my cousin just had to shove spoilers right at my face. むかつく。。。 Fate/Stay Night's ending is sad, fine cause I'm a Shirou/Saber, Rin/Archer fan, and the ones left behind in the ending is Shirou/Rin, fine fine. I know, I get it, and I knew the ending even before I started watching the series. I only like Spoilers when I don't plan on watching the anime. But something just pushed me to watch this, and when I was finally forgetting about all of the spoilers, SOMEONE, SOMEONE JUST HAD TO, JUST HAD TO bring it up at ALL! (I'm Sorry God) DAMMIT!

A lot of things is bothering me. And Anime's are starting to get on my nerves, and is starting to corrupt my mind. Everything's mixed up between me, reality, anime, and reality. EVERYTHING'S MIXED UP!

And if you don't want to cry, don't freakin watch Chrno Crusade, cause it's so much sadder than F/S N and any other anime there.

Remembering Deep Love -Ayu no Monogatari- about the lady Prostitute, who was selling her body, in order to help this Grandma's Grandson when the Grandma died, to heal the Grandson, and then she promisedGrandma she'll stop being a prostitute, but kept up with it. The Grandson's father was against the Lady's help and the Lady always spends a night with him just to see the Grandson whom the Lady loves. In the end, the Grandson meets the Lady in the Cemetery, because she had died because of AIDS.

It disturbed me a lot. And that story, I won't explain it anymore, like NOT ANYMORE!! I don't want to remember it, I want to delete it from my files right now. This is the most thing bothering me a lot THIS! T.T <_< Nggrrr... I'm not having mood swings. It suddenly made me feel uncomfortable.

And just someone/something ticked me off a while ago. So Enough of this ~ de arimasu.

I have to pull myself together, SOMETHING's BOTHERING MY MIND, MY WAY OF THINKING, MY HOBBIES, AND MY VIEWS IN LIFE.

Shana-tan