Over the Future Feat. THE CHILDREN -Kanji/Romaji-

I was bored. And I torrent-ed Zettai Karen Children' ED Single. And I happen to bump with this song. Too addicted I wanted to sing it. So I actually, tried to read the Kana lyrics from the booklet that came with the single I DLed. So yeah.

When taking it out, CREDIT ME! I mean like ME anyway, here goes!:
Over the Future feat. The CHILDREN
Hirano Aya, Shiraishi Ryoko, and Tomatsu Haruka

KANJI

かなリキてる　無敵のパワー！マジでいいカンジ
絶対可憐！　だから負けない！　明日ヘ　さあいこう

YEAH! 絶対！　大胆
YEAH! 最大！　大胆！

ただ待っているだけの　昨日をも脱ぎ捨てて
WAKUWAKU　できる今日を　手にしたい

触れあうだけでわかる　心のリミター
とき花たれたるホラ　Yes! Change the World!

熱いバトル　何度もトライ！　リアルをつらぬいて
絶対可憐！だから負けない！　スリルがサイコー！

勇気が世界の闇を　照らし　始める！
あなたがくれた奇跡あふれる
誰にも　似てない笑顔　誇リにしたら
未来を今越えよう

Yeah! 絶対！　大胆！
Yeah！最大！　大胆！

こんな困難だーて　案代平気だし
DOKI　DOKI　しながらまた ハマーてく

てゆーか「待ってるのはラクだけじやない」こと
わかリ　始めてるから　Don’t lose my way!

傷つくのも怖れないで　どこにでも行ける
絶対可憐！それがポリシー！　痛みも楽しめる

涙は夢のあリかを　探す輝き
それぞれ違う光を放つ
悲しみ抱え込むなら　私も泣こう
未来はこの手にある

勇気が世界の闇を　照らし　始める！
あなたがくれた奇跡あふれる
誰にも　似てない笑顔　誇リにしたら
未来を今越えよう


ROMAJI

kana riki teru muteki no pawaa ! maji de ii kanji
zettai karen ! dakara make nai ! ashita e saa ikou

YEAH! zettai ! daitan !
YEAH! saidai ! daitan !

tada matte iru dake no kinou wo mo nugi sutete
WAKU WAKU dekiru kyou wo teni shitai

Fureau dakede wakaru kokoro no RIMITAA
toki hana tare taru hora Yes! Change the World!

atsui batoru nando mo torai ! riaru wotsuranuite
zettai karen ! dakara make nai ! suriru ga sa ikou!

yuuki ga sekai no yami wo terashi hajimeru !
anata ga kureta kiseki afureru
dare ni mo nite nai egao hokori nishitara
mirai wo ima koe you

Yeah! zettai ! daitan !
Yeah ! saidai ! daitan !

konna konnan datte andai heiki dashi
DOKI DOKI shinagara mata hamaa teku

teyuu ka [ matte runo wa raku dake jyanai] koto
waka ri hajimeteru kara Don ' t lose my way!
kizutsu kunomo osore naide doko ni demo ike ru
zettai karen ! sorega porishii ! itami mo tanoshi meru

namida wa yume no ari ka wo sagasu kagayaki
sorezore chigau hikari wo hanatsu
kanashimi kakae komu nara watashi mo na kou
mirai wa kono teni aru

yuuki ga sekai no yami wo terashi hajimeru !
anata ga kureta kiseki afureru
dare ni mo nite nai egao hokori nishitara
mirai wo ima koe you

I was dragged back to Negative Thinking... and now was dragged back to Positive.

I heard that my Mother's friend's husband might be suffering heartburns, and was scared to go to the doctor and what the doctor would say. The same case I suffered.

Thinking that my medicine taking will end this thursday, without my Mom, I can't go back to the doctor for another check up, since I don't want a follow up check up with Dr. Sy. I don't know what's wrong with him, but there's this that I don't like about him.

I badly... want to break down, I'll never allow them to x-ray my stomach, like NEVER! Even if I die, NEVER. I don't want anyone to see my stomach.

Sounds insane, but of course I don't think I'm dying LOL. I know heartburns has a cure, and I'm going for that medicinal cure. I'm going to be healthy, and I'm going to eat my favourite foods back.

I want to break down and cry, and plead to Lord that, 'Lord I learned my lesson so badly, I won't do it again, I won't do and make my body suffer anymore, I want to get out of this, I got in this cause it's my big fault, but... I sincerely feel so bad now, I envy healthy people now, I want to be healthy too, eat the foods they can eat, drink everything they can drink, I'll never waste anymore drinks, I'll never waste anymore food, will always eat on time, and will always obey my parents now, I don't want this... I don't want to suffer anymore, I don't want my parent's to put out a lot of money out from their pockets just to cure me, and bring me back to normal, I know you can do this, I know you can cure me back, I know you can cause miracles, that's why I believe in you, and is talking to you right now... I want... to go back. I want to help my parents, and decrease our money consumption, I want... to be healthy again.'

Our bills are out six thousand pesos, but it's quite impossible to attain that, since we've been conserving electricity, even if I'm alone in our house, I conserve water and electricity as well. Cause I don't want them pay a lot of payments. I don't want them to overtime just to get money.

I want to help, I WANT TO HELP. My medicine costs one hundred pesos per piece, and for our economy, that's VERY PRICEY.

I want to be cured... I need the encouragement to actually, face what I can do. I don't want to suffer endoscopy, or whatever you call/spell that thing that x-rays your stomach.

I believe in God, and I know God is teaching me a lesson.

Lesson very well learned, but I don't want to suffer anymore. I may sound sooo, right, selfish, cause I know other people deserves to be 'not suffering' anymore than I do, who has more rights... but this is the only moment that I've been very selfish.

I even promised to share my talents... by finally, showing people what I can do and entertain them. I have a lot of plans on my fourth year, and I need a healthy body to do that.

I have the encouragement now, self reflecting, self talking, and you, my admirable, and awesome reader who's reading all this I wrote. Thank you. I hope/know that you're encouraging me deep down in your heart. And is softly telling me, "God is beside you," I know. I love God.

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So... it was a long rant, but I guess it enlightened me a lot. I want to pray a lot more time now, and I suddenly wanted to attend a mass. hahaha! Next time I should ask my parents to go to the Mass and not skip it. I love God now, Well I know I loved him, and I abandoned him too. But learning that he's the only one there for you, aside from your parents, when you need enlightenment and courage. I'm proud to be a catholic ~ de arimasu.

-Shanatan

Hirano Aya - Glitter, lyrics

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I heard no one has posted Aya Hirano's lyrics' online? Oh well

Glitter
Hirano Aya

tsumi fukai kana usotsuke naino
Don't let me down
damari kon jau kimi no taido ja
misou it's soul shisou? fugainaishi　
dousesonouchi iya narunoni
why naze ? izon shite
hisuterikku ni komara senaide tsukare rukara

(YES Girl meets Dream)
toma ranai warukuchi mitai
(BUT Girl meets truth)!
kagiri naku grey na mainichi ni NO!!
(ubatte) glitter nutte motto
kuchibiru OH! Glamour!
(kanaete) sentou taisei OK~ (maru)

asa yakani kake nuke ro Winning Road
immeeji ijou no jibun ni nare itsudatte
Hyper x Candid

daitan nisaa zenbu sute temitara
karappo de migaru de warae tekuruyone
Baby, sonna akire kao jairarenai
kakugo shitete Are you ready? hashiri dashi ta

houkai sumi no shikoukairo de
Don't look back
tsuyoi kotoba ni obore nainowa
tensei . I say . mansei iname naishi
tamaniwa sukoshi shinji taikedo
nankanaa chigau kara
yuzure nai koto gomakasunante munashii desho

(YES Girl meets Dream)
Hey yo Hey yo! akogare wa junchou ?
(BUT Girl meets truth)!
jimi jimi ni shinchou baka mitaini kinchou
(ubatte) kimi no sono glitter
tsukaimichi hen jan ?
(kanaete) kagayaku hazu motto

shunkan wo tsukami tore shooting star
kanjiru chikara de michibikunda mirai kotto
Hyper x Candid

genkai wo koete kana hajimaru
chippokena utsuuja mou taninai deshou
Maybe sonna kimi no mama ja hikare nai
dakedo nande itsumo houn toke makute

daitan nisaa zenbu sute temitara
karappo de migaru de warae tekuruyonda
Baby, sonna akire kao jairarenai
kakugo kime te Are you ready? hashiri dashi te

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Credits:
My friend from BoAjjang forums. + me for romanizing and editing

A melancholy at 12:03am May 23,

I know I've pissed someone a while ago, and was getting all sweaty hands because she doesn't reply anymore. And it's PMS' fault. Sometimes I just can't keep my mouth shut, thinking that not everyone will take my jokes, as a joke.

Well, I've got no guts to criticize them. And I'm really sorry to peanut-ah. XD And I feel like crying already, ever since around 30 minutes ago.

Since I had a similar fate, I mean, experience, but a worse one. Since it's my sister we're talking about here.

me: woot, KARA's so cool
Sister: your favourite member isn't so beautiful at all. She can't even sing.
me: not really, well I admit, she's not pretty at all times, but she wouldn't be a singer if she can't sing.
Sister: well she can't sing, what can we do? She SUCKS.

Hurts my pride. I feel good my Idol can't hear this. But being a fan, not a hardcore, nor an obsessed fan, but JUST as a fan. If these things were shoved to your face like a platter of wet rice you cooked. It stings you on the heart. And leaves a mark.

me: Oh, I didn't know about BoA's live tour on May.
somebeyatch: And you call yourself a fan? It was announced 3 months ago already.
Me: really?
somebeyatch: ya idjit.

dem u. Beyatch.

And I'm sorry for trying this out on peanut-ah. >_> I feel sooo bad.

But seriously I feel like crying now, haha! Seeing back to the past, having sneak peeks of your pasts, makes you take a sneak peek of your past that you don't want to see again. Ever.

Remembering, how bad I was when I was 12. How big of a rebel I am. And how they managed to accept me still. Knowing I don't know what I'm doing.

I was only 12, and I felt the feeling of being grabbed by the collar and getting thrown out of the house.

I was sulking. I got this little corner by the door that leads right away towards outside. When my dad comes home, he cleans his shoes on the rug, and sometimes doesn't notice me.

The rugs like on beside me, if you clean your shoes there I get the dirt. I always arched my back, hugging my knees to my chest. Sulking.Crying. No one noticing me. One time my dearly departed brother told me. "Why are you there? Go over here and sit,"

I went over to him, and got the "Ako diyan eh, ba't nandyan ka?" [Trans: That's my place, why are you there?] comment from my sister. So I immediately went out of the living room and rushed to my bed. Crying. Again.

Another one of those times. We were supposed to play mahjong, me, my sister, my cousin, and my other cousin. Complete 4 players. I told them I don't want to play but I don't like it.

They all ganged up and told me, "Wow, Paimportante, tamad,tamad, feeling ka ah? feel mo malulungkot kami kapag d ka naglaro? Oi, *calls another cousin* turuan ka namin, ung isa kasi dito ayaw maglaro eh." [Trans: Wow, feeling important? You lazy bum, you feel like we need you? You feel like we'll be sad if you don't play? Hey, *calls another cousin*, we'll teach you, since someone there wouldn't want to play,]

Well, I'm 12, I really don't feel like playing, and then, I was like shoved off like some kind of tool that can be used and thrown and used again whenever. I walked out, slowly, my cousin asked, "san pnta mo?" [Trans: Where are you going?] and I told him, "La lang, nuod tv," [Trans: Nothing, watch TV] but in reality. I was crying.

ANYWAY!, I don't want to drag you down to my "reminiscing" and I feel really sad right now. I hate you PMS. I hope you to JUST COME now. I want my.. sadness away soon.

Listening to KARA - Tear Remover/Eraser, kind of, erases my tears. oh well

good Mornight ~De arimasu.

shana-tan

P.S. If only, I weren't with someone... I would've broken down here.

あたしの。。。なくしても。。。ない。 (I'm not crying...)
たつけてください。。。おねがい。。。(Help me please...)
なぐさめるのわたしにか？ (Can you comfort me?)

Why do I keep on saying Bad Luck?

Well, It's not that I'm ranting again now, cause something bad had happened. Aside from everything with my health going wrong, XD well don't be concerned about that, nothing's seriously wrong.

When I booted my PC something happened, and I'm like. "God... why is this happening? I've been preserving my PC all along.. but.. why?

So I'm like, after thinking stressing for a while, "Why do I always call Bad Luck, everything that's happening to me?"

Well, I admit, health complications are my fault. But, the rashes thing, the PC thing, I dunno what I've done wrong.

but anyway, what'll do this to me huh? STAY POSITIVE KAMILLE!! EVERYTHING WILL BE WELL!

DO not make MAY a MEMORABLE MONTH TOO!

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON! And later on... EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE!

Go KAMS!

And so... my rant ends ~ de arimasu.

Shana-tan/-nee.

May 18, 2008 -- What is?

Nothing bad's been happening, aside from my stomach case now. I hope I get cured soon. I REALYL DO HOPE! Please help me pray guys once again.

I still think God is beside me, cause I always feel that.

Enough of my bad, sad, rants. Let's have a happy entry I guess? XD

Anyways, our school starts at June 12, and posting of section's at June 4, I can't wait to see it!! hahaha!! anyway, I don't have anything to write right now anyway, aside from having told that me and my cousin makes a good 'couple'

oh well ~ de arimasu

Shana-nee <3 Shanatan

I want a new mindset

FIRST OF ALL, DO NOT EVER REMIND ME OF MY SICKNESS. If ever you read my blog, then understand it. Thank you so much.

My luck has been a little swishy swishy the past few days.

This would be lucky the next not, then go on. It's kind of a normal rate now, but I still feel it's not? So yeah.

School is almost there, June 12 is the first day, and a Parent's Orientation on my birthday.

Well this would be really quick and short. XDD so yeah, so you all later, when I have more time to create a blog entry turalalal~ de arimasu

Shana-nee

A half-half day today.

A Half-half day. Why?
Half-Lucky
Half-Unlucky. Let's go for unlucky first

I'm half-unlucky because~~
As my entry in April 30, my sickness. It came back because I had braces, I haven't been eating well lately, for 2 and a half days now. I hope I could eat good tomorrow so my case won't get worse. GO ME! Go braces! gO MOUTH! GO GUMS! And my sickness. GO AWAY! And we didn't try to get on the plane today since the airplane can only contain 159 passengers, and it was overbooked by 9 passengers. So we passed. Tomorrow it would be 159:159. We have a higher chance tomorrow.

And very much more to that.

I'm half-lucky, because... I enjoy playing 'The World Ends With You" and my friends are helping me pray that we can go to Thailand tomorrow yatta! I also, played with PS (PhotoShop) AGAIN.

So yeah, my shoulders are kinda numb. Uwahahahah!!

half-lucky cause I CAN FINALLY CHEW RICE! XD But they still hurt >_>"

Anyway, that's for today. =D

~De arimasu

Shana-nee

It's May now.

We didn't get to have our flight yesterday. Since it's overbooked. We were supposed to try today, but to no avail, it's the same, so we were going to try tomorrow, the day that has higher chances. :D

I had my braces today, and they hurt now. And the next two days... will hurt more. XD Go me!! Go atashi!

I dunno, if my continuous bad lucks will go away, but I do hope/wish that they would be now. It's a new month now.

I don't curse April, will never, but I was just plain glad April ended now.

I loved April, cause 2007's April, a lot of good things happened. Well oh well.

I'm still going to love 2008. As to my fortune says, something good will happen.

Go me!, Think Positive! Stop over thinking! GO me! FAITO!!

~ De arimasu

Shana-nee