21.1.09

"You don't need to worry about me, I can survive Alone,"

Well I just learned something new, Thanks a lot Aisaka Taiga. Well you see, I've been watching Toradora in a while. And Aisaka Taiga, just said these phrases.

そんなに。。。心配しなくていいよ。。。 (You know... You don't have to worry about me)
一人でも。。。たちあがれるから。。。(Even if I'm alone. I can stand up on my own.)
だから。。。(That's why...)
だいじょうぶ。。。(It's all right.)
あたしのことわばかり。。。きにしないで。(Just forget worrying about me.)

I guess it reflects to me a lot. No one really cares about me nor about my efforts, so it's okay.

"A person cannot live alone." I agree, that is solely true. But, people doesn't have to worry about me, solving problems on my own, are my specialty. Like Taiga said, Even If I'm alone, I can stand up on my own. I might not be able to stand up for myself, but I'm sure, I can stand up on my own.

This time, I don't have a problem saying this, but this is something that, I need to clear up with myself. I've been on this mindset, and I'm going about this until the end.

I help people and I love helping people. But, there are times that I want a 'sincere' thanks. I want you to do something for me, though I guess it's not applicable until you ask for it.

Just like this:
Me: Oh, tell your friend to buy the tickets from me for P30, Cause I have 30 tickets. (We're talking about Tom's World Tickets)
Person: LoL, why would she buy it?
Me: Oh, if she buys it, then she buys it, if she doesn't want it, I'll give it to her. LOL.

It's not really intelligence I guess, cause it's not in my point to, outwit the other side. Even if she agrees, I'd either, accept it, lower the price, or just give it.

Though, In my life, I've only had 2 best friends, but I have no connections to now, I guess I can't really consider hem as best friends. I have few close friends, Mara, Patrice, Ran, Aica and the 8 people I'm with, Shanine, Airess, Kath, Kathy labs, Karla, Carla, Joyce and Jemmii.

I don't have a best friend, really. Mara = Patrice, Aica = Ran, Shanine = Karla, Kathy = Jemmii = Airess, You can say Joyce = Carla. You see? We're not even rofl.

High School is ending soon, 2 more months to tie it off. Nothing changed since Elementary. How sad.

Well I guess, this'll be the end for this entry. As I would always do.

そんなに。。。心配しなくていいよ。。。 (You know... You don't have to worry about me)
一人でも。。。たちあがれるから。。。(Even if I'm alone. I can stand up on my own.)
だから。。。(That's why...)
だいじょうぶ。。。(It's all right.)
あたしのことわばかり。。。きにしないで。(Just forget worrying about me.)

1 comments:

xylvia said...

hehehe.. best friend? i dont have a best friend.. :D

well.. i have roxy and jamyl.. but ayaw namin magtawagan na best friend kasi JYNX kami pagdating dun. like yung nagiging best freidn namin is nagiging kagalit namin..

especially those two. hahaha!
so even if magkakapatid na turingan namen we still call ourself super close friends..

dont worry. wala akong naging super close friends until gumraduate ako ng college.

:D cheer up! :D