"May other opportunities pa!" Eh paano kung wala na?

Sabi nila, "Live everyday as if it were your last!"
pero sabi din nila, "Inuhahin mo muna ito, may other opportunities pa!"

Oh sige, sinong malabo ngaun?

Well, there's been this issue about band performances and then again, the karaoke singing contest. Well everything coincides with my life. We already canceled our band performance, because our guitarist had to leave on Sunday. So I decided to join the karaoke singing contest, so I could still use the effort I wasted into practicing songs, so they won't go to waste, and break my curse.

Ever since I decided that I wanted to be a singer. I've always had this situation of...

There's an upcoming contest! So I prepare. 3 days before the audition, I get sick for particularly no reason. I give up, thinking there would be more opportunities.

And this went on for 4 years. And this year, on it's fifth year, I decided to break it, by skipping school, joining a singing contest, whilst being sick. Well I won 3rd place. Yay for me.

And now, this is happening again, I'm currently sick a week before a contest. Audition is on day 1 (friday-holiday) Eliminations on day 2 (saturday, morning class + pe class) and finals on day 3 (rest day)

If ever I got in the Auditions, and the performance on Eliminations is in the morning, I decided I would skip classes. But then again, it's school. (lol screw school) so I'm hoping dearly that the performances would be in the afternoon. But, there's a battle of the bands in the afternoon...

Oh well. I'd rather not think about this. And kill myself, I mean, stress myself. Maybe I'd just rather, not do it. I think it's for the best. :) even if it depresses me the greatest. (:

~de arimasu.